Ini ceritanya.
Sebenarnya, saya sakit hati.
Saya sakit hati sebab rasa macam ada tombak tajam tembus hati.
Cucuk cucuk, macam nak mati hati.
Haha. Ini seriyes.
Pergi kampung ke kampung cari orang untuk ubatkan.
Pergi bandar ke bandar cari pakar untuk sembuhkan.
Tapi semua cakap,
"Dik, Atok rasa adik kena buatan orang. Sihir Siam, susah mau ubat."
"Fahilin, Doc rasa kamu ada Streptococcus pneumoniae, Haemophilus influenzae, Moraxella catarrhalis. Tapi mungkin kamu tak cukup minum air saja."
Angguk angguk aku dengar cakap mereka, mereka pakar aku yakin.
Hurm, aku mengeluh.
Jadi terus aku,
marah diri sebab malang.
Dan terus aku,
tak puas hati dengan tuhan sebab jalan hidup aku macam ini.
Berdiri seorang aku lihat bawah.
Eh memang ada tombak.
Gotamit.
"Kadang kadang kerana taksubkan pencarian, kita abaikan apa yang kita cari tu."
Aku jadi berani, aku cabut.
The end.
p/s : Kamu faham? Orang cakap, jarum patah jangan simpan dalam peti.
p/s/s : gambar dari saharil.
February 27, 2010
February 25, 2010
rant #71: the one when she feels all dark and gloomy.
p/s: hilite untuk tahu rahsia hari ini. ini bukan main main, ini lu pikir la sendiri. GOTAMIT!
February 24, 2010
rant #70: the one about her i, i, i.
Cause,
i have nothing more to say.
p/s: i always find something to bruise and leave behind.
i have nothing more to say.
p/s: i always find something to bruise and leave behind.
February 22, 2010
rant #69: the one about the secret. SHH.
Betul.
"Past is past" , "Why should kena bother".
Ok faham.
... so this weekend apa plan? haha
p/s: It'll take more than just a breeze to make me fall over, fall overboard.
"Past is past" , "Why should kena bother".
Ok faham.
... so this weekend apa plan? haha
p/s: It'll take more than just a breeze to make me fall over, fall overboard.
February 19, 2010
rant #68: the one where she _ herself.
Hands down,
I'm too proud, for love,
But with eyes shut,
It's you I'm thinking of.
I think I'm a little bit,
Little bit,
A little bit in love with you.
But if only you're a little bit,
Little bit,
In love with me.
p/s: if only.
February 16, 2010
rant #67: the one about her not so past life.
Dulu aku,
1, sekolah kampung.
2, paling pendek dalam kelas.
3, yakin station radio light n easy station radio paling cool.
4, rasa budak lelaki sangat hebat boleh keluar main sampai maghrib.
5, pengawas sekolah.
6, pernah kena tampar dengan cikgu sains.
7, langgar motor waktu umur 5 tahun.
8, jatuh dari motor yang belum bergerak.
9, suka round round kampung naik basikal, nyanyi lagu my heart will go on, celine dion.
10, pernah kena pulau waktu umur 7 tahun, bodoh mereka kata.
11, selalu naik pentas akhir tahun ambik trophy.
12, sangat berani stay up sorang diri tengok tv sampai 4,5 pagi.
13, layan match bola sepak and wrestling dengan ayah and abang abang, WWF sangat awesome, jangan cuba bantah.
14, pernah ada crush dengan budak baru pindah sekolah waktu umur 12 tahun, dia dari us, and cara dia speaking sangat cool.
15, suka main layang layang waktu petang.
16, sangat suka uniform kadet trafik yang penuh butang butang silver shiny shiny.
17, rapat dengan nanny, selalu ikot balik kampung dia, belajar makan makanan kampung.
18, tak pandai dengar lagu melayu.
19, sangat garang waktu jadi ketua kelas, lepas tu tak dilantik da.
20, pernah kencing dalam kelas! darjah 3, sebab tu tak lepas pts.
21, suka lompat lopak air, dah sekolah menengah dah, masih lagi budak comot.
22, tak pernah ada kasut sekolah putih. hari pertama awal tahun saja mungkin putih.
23, sangat suka jam adidas macam jantan.
24, pernah ada bag sekolah warna merah kulit keras macam cenkerang remaja mutan ninja turtles.
25, dapat result pmr yang sangat bagus.
26, terima result spm yang sangat buruk.
27, seorang budak matrikulasi di changlun. honestly those were the best days of my life.
Sekarang aku,
1, (seorang pelajar wanita size s yang belajar di utp dalam bidang engineering yang diminati tetapi malas yang menyebabkan pointer nya kalau diplot jadi graf akan menunjukkan tangga one way turun, akan awkward secara tiba tiba dan akan bercakap benda benda yang tak sepatutnya, suka memeluk, dipeluk, memanja, dimanja, berkasar, berkaca mata bingkai merah, pemakai tshirt, sliper dan jeans ketat, akan berbraces untuk lagi setahun, minat mencari lagu lagu dan band band luar-local-bawahtanah-atastanah-u-name-it-i will-find-it, film film "indie" dan documentary) = geek.
2, ada kawan-kawan yang super awesome, aku yakin mereka semua ada magic sebab pasti akan happy bila jumpa.
3, proud owner of a brown bear. Baru meningkat dewasa, tapi perlakuan dan rupa akan buat orang ingat ia beruang tua yang mungkin sudah bekerja.
p/s : Who we were made who we are. So there's no point in being someone else, such a shame if all those years of building who you are goes to waste.
1, sekolah kampung.
2, paling pendek dalam kelas.
3, yakin station radio light n easy station radio paling cool.
4, rasa budak lelaki sangat hebat boleh keluar main sampai maghrib.
5, pengawas sekolah.
6, pernah kena tampar dengan cikgu sains.
7, langgar motor waktu umur 5 tahun.
8, jatuh dari motor yang belum bergerak.
9, suka round round kampung naik basikal, nyanyi lagu my heart will go on, celine dion.
10, pernah kena pulau waktu umur 7 tahun, bodoh mereka kata.
11, selalu naik pentas akhir tahun ambik trophy.
12, sangat berani stay up sorang diri tengok tv sampai 4,5 pagi.
13, layan match bola sepak and wrestling dengan ayah and abang abang, WWF sangat awesome, jangan cuba bantah.
14, pernah ada crush dengan budak baru pindah sekolah waktu umur 12 tahun, dia dari us, and cara dia speaking sangat cool.
15, suka main layang layang waktu petang.
16, sangat suka uniform kadet trafik yang penuh butang butang silver shiny shiny.
17, rapat dengan nanny, selalu ikot balik kampung dia, belajar makan makanan kampung.
18, tak pandai dengar lagu melayu.
19, sangat garang waktu jadi ketua kelas, lepas tu tak dilantik da.
20, pernah kencing dalam kelas! darjah 3, sebab tu tak lepas pts.
21, suka lompat lopak air, dah sekolah menengah dah, masih lagi budak comot.
22, tak pernah ada kasut sekolah putih. hari pertama awal tahun saja mungkin putih.
23, sangat suka jam adidas macam jantan.
24, pernah ada bag sekolah warna merah kulit keras macam cenkerang remaja mutan ninja turtles.
25, dapat result pmr yang sangat bagus.
26, terima result spm yang sangat buruk.
27, seorang budak matrikulasi di changlun. honestly those were the best days of my life.
Sekarang aku,
1, (seorang pelajar wanita size s yang belajar di utp dalam bidang engineering yang diminati tetapi malas yang menyebabkan pointer nya kalau diplot jadi graf akan menunjukkan tangga one way turun, akan awkward secara tiba tiba dan akan bercakap benda benda yang tak sepatutnya, suka memeluk, dipeluk, memanja, dimanja, berkasar, berkaca mata bingkai merah, pemakai tshirt, sliper dan jeans ketat, akan berbraces untuk lagi setahun, minat mencari lagu lagu dan band band luar-local-bawahtanah-atastanah-u-name-it-i will-find-it, film film "indie" dan documentary) = geek.
2, ada kawan-kawan yang super awesome, aku yakin mereka semua ada magic sebab pasti akan happy bila jumpa.
3, proud owner of a brown bear. Baru meningkat dewasa, tapi perlakuan dan rupa akan buat orang ingat ia beruang tua yang mungkin sudah bekerja.
p/s : Who we were made who we are. So there's no point in being someone else, such a shame if all those years of building who you are goes to waste.
February 15, 2010
rant #66: the one about the lost and the in betweens.
Ikue Asazaki, Obokuri Eeumi
In search of new lands, I build a new house
I thatch the house with reed stalks... gathered neatly in bundles
I thatch the house with reed stalks, gathered neatly in bundles
At the stone wall, let us celebrate the golden house, that was built by a hundred black kites.
At the stone wall, let us celebrate the golden house, that was built by a hundred black kites.
Let us celebrate the golden house, that was built by a hundred black kites.
(long pause)
The eighth month is fast approaching, and yet I have nothing to wear
I want to dress gaily, so brother, will you lend me just one sleeve?
I wish to dress my children and loved ones... in the one kimono that I own
As for me, I will wear vines... that I plucked deep in the mountains
(long pause)
The light of the full moon shines down,
illuminating the world with its divine light
When my lover sneaks in to visit me,
I wish that the clouds would hide that light just a little.
...
I love this song.
Pejam mata and hear her pain.
Emotional much?
p/s : yeah i know i have weird taste in music.huh!
In search of new lands, I build a new house
I thatch the house with reed stalks... gathered neatly in bundles
I thatch the house with reed stalks, gathered neatly in bundles
At the stone wall, let us celebrate the golden house, that was built by a hundred black kites.
At the stone wall, let us celebrate the golden house, that was built by a hundred black kites.
Let us celebrate the golden house, that was built by a hundred black kites.
(long pause)
The eighth month is fast approaching, and yet I have nothing to wear
I want to dress gaily, so brother, will you lend me just one sleeve?
I wish to dress my children and loved ones... in the one kimono that I own
As for me, I will wear vines... that I plucked deep in the mountains
(long pause)
The light of the full moon shines down,
illuminating the world with its divine light
When my lover sneaks in to visit me,
I wish that the clouds would hide that light just a little.
...
I love this song.
Pejam mata and hear her pain.
Emotional much?
p/s : yeah i know i have weird taste in music.huh!
February 13, 2010
rant #65: the one about the bears.
part 1, beratur beli makan.
me : lalala..beli ma-ka-nan..lalala *not outloud ofcourse*
adik comel : lalala..main lari lari..lalala
pakcik with rolex : lalala..i'm QUE CUTTING..lalala
part 2, adik comel langgar saya, saya langgar pwr depan.
me : ..
me : sorry..so..
pwr : HESH LANGGAR AKU PULAK, TAK RETI NAK SABAR SIKIT?!
part 3, the anger.
me : SABAR SABAR SABAR?! kau nak cakap dengan aku pasal sabar?! Lu potong que APA CITA HAH?!
Ok fine, part 3 never happen. more like,
me : (slightly open mouth, muka terkejut) Damn, i hope you die getting crushed by...URGH...10000 BBBBEARS. HUH. (dalam hati)
Tak reti menyumpah.
Pathetic.
me : lalala..beli ma-ka-nan..lalala *not outloud ofcourse*
adik comel : lalala..main lari lari..lalala
pakcik with rolex : lalala..i'm QUE CUTTING..lalala
part 2, adik comel langgar saya, saya langgar pwr depan.
me : ..
me : sorry..so..
pwr : HESH LANGGAR AKU PULAK, TAK RETI NAK SABAR SIKIT?!
part 3, the anger.
me : SABAR SABAR SABAR?! kau nak cakap dengan aku pasal sabar?! Lu potong que APA CITA HAH?!
Ok fine, part 3 never happen. more like,
me : (slightly open mouth, muka terkejut) Damn, i hope you die getting crushed by...URGH...10000 BBBBEARS. HUH. (dalam hati)
Tak reti menyumpah.
Pathetic.
-
But at last da at home now, happy betul.
And btw,
Mr Popi,
selamat 6 bulan :)
and selamat 21 tahun.
And btw,
Mr Popi,
selamat 6 bulan :)
and selamat 21 tahun.
Watch things on VCRs, with me and talk about big love
I think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing
you are my bear,
143 babe :)
p/s : glee-ing :D
February 5, 2010
rant #64: the one about her first _ .
p/s:I can draw the line on the first date but I'll let you cross it. Let you take every line I've got.
February 3, 2010
rant #63: the one about the modern way.
i will,
Take a lesson
From the ones who have been there.
for,
My brain is not damaged
But in need of some repair.
i will,
Hold on to the basics
But i can change all our tactics
for,
There's no point in sitting
Going crazy all alone.
This is the modern way
Of faking it everyday.
And we're not the only ones
I know 'cos I've seen it.
the cribs, modern way.
p/s : Perasan we share the same skies?
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