rant #62: the one about her "shallow shallow" people #2.

Oh God, I miss my ___
It's only been a night
I miss the last time that we had a fight
Isn't it sad?
Won't you say it's bad?

I don't care.
And if I have to I'll read your books cause they'll remind me of you,
And I'll learn your notes so that I have a clue,
And I'll watch your films so I'll know them through and through,
And I'll do the things that remind me of you,
And I'll wash my hair in your shampoo,
And I'll buy your perfume and spray it 'round my room,
And I'll smoke your cigarettes so that I'm dying too,
And I'll call you up.



Am I sane?




p/s : fa la la la, fa la la la.

rant #61: the one about her "shallow shallow" people.

Hey rumie,
walaupun kadang kadang awak cakap awak gemuk,
walaupun kadang-kadang saya tinggal awak pergi kerja sorang sorang,
tunggu bus sorang sorang, jalan balik sorang sorang,
walaupun kadang kadang saya bad mood dan tertempias,
walaupun kadang kadang awak buat saya benci Big Bang tersayang sebab alarm pagi pagi tu,
haha, BUT
i still love you.

Aku harap kita akan gemuk sama sama,
kurus sama sama,
sampai kau dah ada anak anak,
and anak anak kau dah ada anak anak.


p/s : xoxo!

rant #60: the one who's dying (for fun).

Midnight Surprise





Warm nights and the chill,
Creeping down my bones,
Reminds me I'm alone.

Wake up, smell the semen,
This will never happen for you,
Waiting in silence,
And cloaking my violence,
You, almost encourage,
My happiness,
But I know best.

And what is left ?
Of this? My fare is calling down,
For you all to go away.

I'll fire in the sun.
I'm dying, just for fun.

I guess, deep down,
My heart is not as pure as it was.

Oh,
Wake up princess.



p/s : thanks to topshop.

rant #59: the one where she's in rainbows.

3.26 pm.




Your eyes
They turn me
Turn me on to phantoms
I follow to the edge of the earth
And fall off



p/s : Why should i stay here? I'd be crazy not to follow.

rant #58: the one where she said it loudly "TERBAEK!"

Description terbaik.

John Hafiz

Lelaki import yang membuatkan gadis, wanita dan perempuan tempatan ada sebab kukuh untuk berhias.

Lelaki paling sempurna. Comel dan terpaksa berlagak.

Permata di hati wanita, kaca di mata lelaki. Bukan penulis, idola setiap penulis.

Anak kepada seorang ibu, kekasih kepada lima ibu yang lain.

Sudah dua belas tahun meninggikan suara pada ibu.

Marah dengan cuaca panas. Merungut bila cuaca mula lembab.

Etika lelaki sejati, seumur hidup, tak pernah terperangkap dengan

helah teman wanita untuk menolong memegang tas tangannya,

HELL NO!

4 alasan yang I boleh guna untuk mengelakkan dari Fleur meraba bahagian peha I.


"Duit I semua ada dalam wallet dekat poket belakang la."

"Pak I garang tau."

"Dalam budaya kami di Malaysia, meraba peha adalah amalan ahli sihir."

"Aduh. Aduh. Situ ada bisul! Mata pun tak tumbuh lagi!"

Satu pun tak terkeluar dari mulut I. Oleh kerana terlalu panik, I berkata,

"Hey, nice move."

p/s : "Awak John Hafiz kan?"

rant #57: the one where she angguk-angguk faham.

"sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa tapi
sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya
sayang mungkin saja keras kepala tapi
sayang manja bila kita berdua"


aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
tapi bisa nangis semata demi senja
suaraku keras tak berbahasa
kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada


aku mudah baran tidak semena
mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa



p/s : Our secret. SHH.

rant #56: the one whom she misses (BADLY).

me: i suka tgk u blushing

i xwatpe la syg

i duduk rumah tdo je

:(

telinga i sakit

pastu sangkut ke kepalaaien_melayang: ha tinge saket?

mandi pool ke?

me: aah

huuu pel u ingat!

~_~

*mata berair

aien_melayang: hahaha

hrusla

mst aku igt

pas mandi d kolam yg dpenuhi chemical

nie la kesan yg ko dpt

hahahaha

xbaek gelak

x

x

me: hahahahaha

aien_melayang: i cian kt u


U remembered. haha. I love you.
Bila boleh jumpa lagi?
Kawan-kawan buat aku rindu utp.
Sunyi buat aku rindu utp.
Lapar buat aku rindu sithick.
Panas buat aku rindu t1-6 yang tak pernah tak sejuk.
Air buat aku rindu tasik.
Polis buat aku rindu pakcik guard.
Boleh sampai macam tu? haha.
Hurm.

rant #55: the one who misses her elliott.

I could make you satisfied in everything you do
All your 'secret wishes' could right now be coming true
And be forever with my poison arms around you
No one's gonna fool around with us

.

Vanish into oblivion
Is easy to do.
And I try to be but you know me
I come back when you want me to.

Elliott Smith, Miss Misery.





p/s : Read the lines in my hand, tell me I'm strong.

rant #54: the one where she writes about her day.

Today in non-motion pictures.

1. Woke up at 5.40-ish. Bau wangi, saya suka.
2. Kerja! Pegi meeting kat tempat paling tinggi. Sakit telinga naik lif laju. Tingkat 74, boleh nampak kapal terbang lalu bawah. I waved :)


3. Lunch, favourite hour of the day! Ate,
Jalan jalan with,and

4. Balek tunggang lrt. Tunggu bus, then jumpa si Jayzuan,


5. 8.20 pm arrive home.
End of another typical day for her. If bukan sebab i have you(s), i doubt i will have any ounce of fun.



p/s : No matter what you keep repeating, nothing's gonna drag me down. :)

rant #53: the one where she overthink.

Life feels like,

to make fool
and to be made fool of.



p/s : They paint themselves with a cheery mask and pretend everything is ok.

rant #52: the one where she's oh so zzz.

Hidup.

(ouh lupa, banner leads to enlightment)

p/s : To quote, "Jadi rakan ku, carilah hidup yang lebih bermakna, kerna dirimu begitu berharga."

rant #51: the one who is still writing.

Because its 2 am, and she can't sleep.

3 : Backyard.

2 : Bintang.
1 : Family


i miss Sungai Petani.




*gambaq courtesy of along, dear along, i know you don't hear this often, especially coming from me. but yes, i DO miss you too*



p/s : Its the small simple things that sticks in your mind and makes you smile just by thinking about it.

rant #50: the one where she feels all blue.

Moody? Maybe.
Tidor petang punya pasal?
Duit punya pasal?
Kena tinggal punya pasal?
Tak boleh tidor punya pasal?
Who knows kan.
Tapi sekejap sekejap saja OK.
Tak leh lama-lama, kita tak boleh selfish.
Count the blessings kawan-kawan. Jangan lupa.
Utmost important.
Tapi kadang-kadang aku selfish.

Ouh,hurm.






p/s: Mahu tidor, please mr sandman please sprinkle your dust and make me sleep.
*sniff sniff baju coklat ni.

rant #49: the one who IS SUPER TIRED.

The title is self explanatory.



I am tired of this so called intern.
Still 7 month to go.
WTF.




p/s: Sapa cakap honeymoon? GRR.

rant #48: the one about syeera and you.

semalam hanya ada aku dan hati kecilku
tp hari ini ada aku dan kamu



p/s : syeera budak kecik umor 15 tahun yang jiwang. thank you syeera.

rant #47: the one at the pyramid.

I will find my niche in your car
With my MP3, DVD, rumble pack, guitar

Don Quixote was a steel-driving man
My name is Pilin, I'm your biggest fan

so,
Squinched up your face and do the dance!

(tak ryhme kaw kaw)

p/s : You're my part-time lover and a full-time friend.

rant #46: the one who is all AWESOME.

Malam tahun baru.
Wut I DO!

1-Tengok fireworks. Awesome GILA tengok duit terbakar kat langit.
















(scene bukan seperti gambar tapi lebih awesome. SERIYES)

2-Pizza yang juga awesome. Tapi makan lasagna yang awesome lebih sikit.













(bukan pizza sebenar)

3- Main card dengan Ahmad Popeye dan tuan rumah, Nora Bahar. Awesome? SANGAT, sebab aku pemain card yang pro kan kan kan!

(gambar : imagine 3 orang main card tapi sorang macam ada aura terer gila babi (aku) dekat ruang tamu rumah. haha)

Selamat 2010!

p/s : Years come and go. People too. But do appreciate the ones that stick around eventhough they are not as shiny and polished like the new ones.