December 18, 2009

rant #45: the one who is uncertain.

























I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you
I said I liked your shoes
You said, "Thanks, can I follow you?"

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here but I'm not sure
I've got the money if you've got the time
You said it feels good
I said, "I'll give it a try."

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I've got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind

You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook


Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt.

Do you like to hurt?

"I do, I do"

Then hurt me.



p/s: Magnetic- a special kind of bond.