the big jar of rants

rant #101: the one on another rant-ing session.

2010-07-31T09:31:00.000-07:00

http://piliin.tumblr.com/

p/s: immaboredsoplease.

rant #100: the one about not being like her, him, they and them.

2010-07-18T09:33:00.000-07:00

Semester baru,

How? Macam dulu jugak?

Old habit tough to break kan.

Harap less terumbang-ambing,

harap harap :)

"once I wanted to be the greatest,"

But I guess,

I'll just be me.

p/s: I'll be that wanita kalis peluru, sebab I have you now. And you know, "mine is real too."

rant #99: the one on the 7 deadly sins.

2010-07-12T09:59:00.000-07:00

WRATH.

Yeah this is the 1st of the 7 deadly sins you moron.

p/s : "..consider how angels flee before them and fiends run toward him to burn him with hellfire." and yeah its got nothing to do with you.

rant #98: the one about the ye-old electronic mail.

2010-06-25T10:18:00.000-07:00

I was checking out old emails, cari lagu lagu yang ada,

found this, forgot which song it came from,

probably should have google-d it but I'm lazy. Assss usual.

Heavy night, it was a heavy night
Feels like we've come back from the dead
We're doing the best, with what we've got

We need to rage through all of this life
There might be ones who are smarter than you
That have the right answers that wear better shoes
Forget about those,
We're doing the best, with what we've got.

When I'm with you, I am calm.
Our love is louder than words.

I love you in the morning.

//ouh new laptop, gggggreat!

and Puan Dentist says the rubber dah boleh pakai at night saja,

which is another gggggreat news, just a year to go :B

p/s : ,and that wise man said to me "mulut jangan sesekali cakap. hati jangan sesekali cuba untuk detik tidak."

rant #97 : the one about this random thing that turned into something awesome.

2010-06-19T22:18:00.000-07:00

" It all began with a simple confession.

You had an urge to kiss me and,
I was on the verge to miss you,
and it happen.
No,
we don't understand,
before we didn't hang out much.

With your Cobain shirt on,
And my Chuck Taylors on,
Let's watch something random,
turned to something awesome.

And I smile I love no,
I laugh happier somehow.
No I don't know what is up with me,
I laugh too much recently.
No, They don't know much about us,
When we're exchanging glances.

We'll figure out one day,
what happened on my 21st birthday. "

p/s : The worst crime is faking it. KurtCobain.

rant #96 : the one on nothing, just felt like this.

2010-06-09T08:12:00.000-07:00

The rhythm of my footsteps crossing floodlands to your door.
Have been silenced forever more.
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row.
It seems farther than ever before.

p/s.

rant #95 : the one about your words on my pillow.

2010-06-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

"..and with heart shaped bruises,
and late night kisses,
devine."

You are the one and only other half of one's (my) soul.

p/s : ada or tak ada but still ada. How? *i know, i know! :)

rant #94 : the one about the 1 question to 50 people.

2010-05-28T07:44:00.000-07:00

Hey,

"I hold my breath secretly every time someone near me cough or sneeze."

p/s: Yeap, I said it.

rant #93: the one with a message.

2010-05-21T19:26:00.000-07:00

Dear children,

Never forget who you are.

p/s : "Its a black-black world, like a blackhole, cold and empty, it sucks you in and never let go."

rant #92: the one where she goes all haiku on you.

2010-05-21T08:32:00.000-07:00

Dear you,

"I’ll play with your hair,
until the weight of the night,
anchors your eyes shut."

Regards,
Pilin.

p/s: .

rant #91: the one about this band (yeah i'm out of ideas for a title).

2010-05-14T23:46:00.000-07:00

The National, Mistaken for strangers.

did you saw him?

"You wouldn't want an angel watching over you?
Surprise surprise, they wouldn't want to watch"

p/s : is that lennon? HA HA.

rant #90: the one to her mother (#2).

2010-05-07T21:48:00.000-07:00

To you,

Another man's secret, is another man's truth.
My truth.

p/s : mama :)

[postcard from http://postsecret.blogspot.com/]

rant #89: the one who loves the beach.

2010-04-27T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hi,

Jack johnson, you and your heart.

p/s : swim swam swim swam :D

rant #88: the one about her needs and wants.

2010-04-17T02:44:00.000-07:00

The Smiths, cover

Good times for a change,
See, the luck I've had,
Can make a good man,
Turn bad.

So for once in my life,
Let me get what I want,
Lord knows, it would be the first time.

p/s : For once.

rant #87: the one about the blonde dream.

2010-04-16T21:09:00.000-07:00

semalam mimpi,
1- potong rambut, bob cut. urgh
2- hilite blond. ???!! stop masuk mimpi saya sayang
3- bff suka bff, and bff suka bf. tak boleh accept HA HA zzz

"DON'T you touch my boyfriend,
he is NOT your boyfriend,
he is MINE.
bitch haha."

p/s : happy weekends. two more weeks!

rant #86: the one to her mother.

2010-04-11T02:41:00.000-07:00

"So I pray for an angel on it's way,
To comb her hair as she washes her face,
Oh I pray for an angle on it's way,
To tuck her in and keep her sane."

"So I pray,
For a song on it's way,
To cure your ills and heal the lame."

p/s : "i hope the sound of the train is loud enough to cover the shake in my voice. I'm sorry that i lied, i just don't want you to worry."

rant #85: the one on mah fave thangs,

2010-04-11T02:07:00.000-07:00

the secret is out,
i lost my laptop,
dearest mama dan papa knows sudah.
in a way, aku happy.
and once again, aku salah,

Imaginasi Pilin;
*mati kena bunuh dengan parents hilang lappie.

I got scared and waited for 3 months to tell them.

Seriously ni yang jadi;
papa/mama/driving : ouh ok, hilang la kerja semua (referring to intern final report).
fahilin : ouh tak buat lagi.
papa/mama/driving : ok ok.
fahilin : naseb baek tak dak gambaq pelik-pelik.
papa/mama/driving : ... (should there be any wahai Fahilin!)
fahilin : heh (sengih) .. sorry.

I love lappie, hitam berkilat, berhabuk-ish, full of treasures.
My music.
Movies and documentaries.

I want to jot down these few yang masih ingat,
need to find them back again.
1, joy division
2, the wombats
3, rolling stones' top 500
4, the kite runner
5, turtles can fly
6, beatles
7, 24 hour party people
8, city of god
9, indie playlist july
10, snatch, rock n rolla, lock stock and two smoking barrels
11, regina spektor
12, cat power
13, manda bala (sent a bullet)
14, pigeon detectives
15, Dr. Strangelove or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb
16, family outing(s)
17, placebo/interpol
18, hujan/melastik bintang/grey sky morning
19, kopi sechewen
20, forward russia
21, mew
22, the smiths
23, morrissey
24, this is england
25, i'm from barcelona
26, vampire weekend
27, david bowie/iggy pop/ramones
28, little miss sunshine
29, juno
30, the clash
31, mystery jets
33, wild sweet orange
34, da tak ingat. URGH!

p/s : i miss em.

rant #84: the one about the ra ra riot.

2010-03-29T08:15:00.000-07:00

can you tell?

"When I look into your eyes,
I tend to lose my thoughts,
Don't forget your stare,
Oh what was that you said,
Would you let me know,
'Cause I can't read your mind."

can you tell?

p/s: Perfectly explains the complexity of how messed up things can get when you care for someone.

rant #83: the one on the case of the hit and run.

2010-03-27T09:55:00.000-07:00

loque's monoloque.

Visualscapes - Monoloque's Track from Fauzi Yusoff on Vimeo.

"oh ramai hantu!
duduk bawah lampu,
itu kehidupan Hutan Batu."

p/s : "saya, tetap saya, walau berjuta kali paksa, untuk berubah." maksud? aku mungkin patut terima kau macam tu, dan kalau tak tahan aku boleh cari lain? dan kau mungkin patut terima aku macam ni, dan kalau tak tahan kau pon boleh cari baru? NTAH. *Tepuk tepuk dada tahan batuk. Mungkin aku sendiri yang xtahu apa yang kau nak.

rant #82: the one about those damned cops and robbers.

2010-03-19T09:24:00.000-07:00

a fave.

"The call to arms was never true,
I'm medicated..how are you?
Let's take a dive swim right through,
Sophisticated point of view."

p/s : duduk dalam gelap, layan.

rant #81: the one yang istimewa.

2010-03-18T08:00:00.000-07:00

Lagu lama.
Saja teringat.

Kau macam roket.

p/s : Am i wry? No.

rant #80: the one about the near future.

2010-03-15T08:43:00.000-07:00

Esok placebo.
I,
SUKA.
EXCITED.
HAPPY.
AAAAAAAAAAAARGHHHH!
TENGOK SEMUA IN CAPITAL LETTERS!
OMAIGAWDDD!

okeh over, terlebih sudah!

but I rather stay at home and look at this :)

"masa depan itu tidak pasti.
tapi kau tetap di hati."

p/s : i got no friends, i got no lover. Ok tipu.

rant #79: the one who couldn't run fast enough (but glad that she didn't make it).

2010-03-13T09:28:00.000-08:00

"Kau hadir bila tiba waktunya,
tidak diundang tak jua dipinta,
walau ku lari namun kau tetap datang jua."

p/s: I'm blemished, unperfect and sometimes a moron. But I do take you as what you are, and I know that you do too.

rant #78: the one about her srz bznz.

2010-03-08T05:39:00.000-08:00

Product name: Pilin.
Made from: Sugar, spice, a pinch of dirt and everything nice.
Date of production: Sometime in November of '87.
Date of expiration: Unknown.
Nutrition: Good for relaxation and a laugh when bored.
Direction: Guna bila perlu dan punya masa lapang.
Price: Varies. From a simple "Please" to "Alrite, you'll get what you want Bitch."
Warning: May cause heartaches and headaches.

Sold in selected locations.

p/s : I have a game, its called "See how long she can last with her pretend face on". Wanna bet?

rant #77: the one who feels dead inside.

2010-03-08T05:16:00.000-08:00

"Will you lend me an ear? I guess I just need someone to talk to."
"Fatal combination; wallowing in self pity with a hope of getting better.
And yet here I am doing the same."
"What a burden it is to carry a heart. Will it feel better without one?"
"You should know that I have not given up hope untill the last minute of time and that leaves me no room to save myself."

p/s : I guess you're no psychic either.

rant #76: the one about her and ze gang.

2010-03-05T20:22:00.000-08:00

Hai.
Ni video hari jadi i yang lepas dengan kawan-kawan i.
Kami awesome.
Kthxbai.

p/s: my friends, we'll be together till the end.

rant #75:

2010-03-04T06:19:00.000-08:00

lagu lama.
ingat?

p/s: come back and sing.

rant #74: the one who sadly, will never understand.

2010-03-03T04:32:00.000-08:00

Ini post random, tajuk juga random. Mungkin datang dari imaginasi.

Hari no 1.
"Sape?"
"Adalah."
"Berahsie sangat."
"Kamu pon sama."

Hari no 2.
"Omygod."
"Dia datang."
"Aku harap dia kena transfer pegi Iraq."

Hari no 3.
"Ah perlu tules nama ayah, nanti orang salah faham."
"Sapa la aku nak cari gadoh dengan kamu."

Hari no 4.
"Rasa besi dalam mulut."
"You tolong google apa sakit i."

Hari no 5.
Belum jadi lagi.

p/s: Try hard to learn to listen. I'm talking my words, not your's. I'm saying what i want to say, not what you want to hear.

rant #73: the one when she felt sorry for You. You're Pathethic.

2010-03-01T07:24:00.000-08:00

Ronan Keating cakap,

"You say it best when you say nohing at all."

And aku guna ayat atas dalam cara paling tak romantik yang aku boleh.

So please kau, stop bercakap.

p/s : No there's no trouble in heaven. The only trouble is when you're outside.

rant #72: the one tentang cereka pendek yang berdasarkan sebuah lagi cereka pendek.

2010-02-27T07:05:00.000-08:00

Ini ceritanya.
Sebenarnya, saya sakit hati.
Saya sakit hati sebab rasa macam ada tombak tajam tembus hati.
Cucuk cucuk, macam nak mati hati.
Haha. Ini seriyes.
Pergi kampung ke kampung cari orang untuk ubatkan.
Pergi bandar ke bandar cari pakar untuk sembuhkan.
Tapi semua cakap,
"Dik, Atok rasa adik kena buatan orang. Sihir Siam, susah mau ubat."
"Fahilin, Doc rasa kamu ada Streptococcus pneumoniae, Haemophilus influenzae, Moraxella catarrhalis. Tapi mungkin kamu tak cukup minum air saja."
Angguk angguk aku dengar cakap mereka, mereka pakar aku yakin.
Hurm, aku mengeluh.
Jadi terus aku,
marah diri sebab malang.
Dan terus aku,
tak puas hati dengan tuhan sebab jalan hidup aku macam ini.

Berdiri seorang aku lihat bawah.
Eh memang ada tombak.
Gotamit.

"Kadang kadang kerana taksubkan pencarian, kita abaikan apa yang kita cari tu."

Aku jadi berani, aku cabut.

The end.

p/s : Kamu faham? Orang cakap, jarum patah jangan simpan dalam peti.

p/s/s : gambar dari saharil.

rant #71: the one when she feels all dark and gloomy.

2010-02-25T07:51:00.000-08:00

p/s: hilite untuk tahu rahsia hari ini. ini bukan main main, ini lu pikir la sendiri. GOTAMIT!

rant #70: the one about her i, i, i.

2010-02-24T06:59:00.000-08:00

Cause,

i have nothing more to say.

p/s: i always find something to bruise and leave behind.

rant #69: the one about the secret. SHH.

2010-02-22T04:17:00.000-08:00

Betul.

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

Tak mau sampai jadi macam tu.
Faham?

"Past is past" , "Why should kena bother".

Ok faham.

... so this weekend apa plan? haha

p/s: It'll take more than just a breeze to make me fall over, fall overboard.

rant #68: the one where she _ herself.

2010-02-19T02:04:00.000-08:00

Hands down,
I'm too proud, for love,
But with eyes shut,
It's you I'm thinking of.

I think I'm a little bit,
Little bit,
A little bit in love with you.

But if only you're a little bit,
Little bit,
In love with me.

p/s: if only.

rant #67: the one about her not so past life.

2010-02-16T22:45:00.000-08:00

Dulu aku,
1, sekolah kampung.
2, paling pendek dalam kelas.
3, yakin station radio light n easy station radio paling cool.
4, rasa budak lelaki sangat hebat boleh keluar main sampai maghrib.
5, pengawas sekolah.
6, pernah kena tampar dengan cikgu sains.
7, langgar motor waktu umur 5 tahun.
8, jatuh dari motor yang belum bergerak.
9, suka round round kampung naik basikal, nyanyi lagu my heart will go on, celine dion.
10, pernah kena pulau waktu umur 7 tahun, bodoh mereka kata.
11, selalu naik pentas akhir tahun ambik trophy.
12, sangat berani stay up sorang diri tengok tv sampai 4,5 pagi.
13, layan match bola sepak and wrestling dengan ayah and abang abang, WWF sangat awesome, jangan cuba bantah.
14, pernah ada crush dengan budak baru pindah sekolah waktu umur 12 tahun, dia dari us, and cara dia speaking sangat cool.
15, suka main layang layang waktu petang.
16, sangat suka uniform kadet trafik yang penuh butang butang silver shiny shiny.
17, rapat dengan nanny, selalu ikot balik kampung dia, belajar makan makanan kampung.
18, tak pandai dengar lagu melayu.
19, sangat garang waktu jadi ketua kelas, lepas tu tak dilantik da.
20, pernah kencing dalam kelas! darjah 3, sebab tu tak lepas pts.
21, suka lompat lopak air, dah sekolah menengah dah, masih lagi budak comot.
22, tak pernah ada kasut sekolah putih. hari pertama awal tahun saja mungkin putih.
23, sangat suka jam adidas macam jantan.
24, pernah ada bag sekolah warna merah kulit keras macam cenkerang remaja mutan ninja turtles.
25, dapat result pmr yang sangat bagus.
26, terima result spm yang sangat buruk.
27, seorang budak matrikulasi di changlun. honestly those were the best days of my life.

Sekarang aku,
1, (seorang pelajar wanita size s yang belajar di utp dalam bidang engineering yang diminati tetapi malas yang menyebabkan pointer nya kalau diplot jadi graf akan menunjukkan tangga one way turun, akan awkward secara tiba tiba dan akan bercakap benda benda yang tak sepatutnya, suka memeluk, dipeluk, memanja, dimanja, berkasar, berkaca mata bingkai merah, pemakai tshirt, sliper dan jeans ketat, akan berbraces untuk lagi setahun, minat mencari lagu lagu dan band band luar-local-bawahtanah-atastanah-u-name-it-i will-find-it, film film "indie" dan documentary) = geek.
2, ada kawan-kawan yang super awesome, aku yakin mereka semua ada magic sebab pasti akan happy bila jumpa.
3, proud owner of a brown bear. Baru meningkat dewasa, tapi perlakuan dan rupa akan buat orang ingat ia beruang tua yang mungkin sudah bekerja.

p/s : Who we were made who we are. So there's no point in being someone else, such a shame if all those years of building who you are goes to waste.

rant #66: the one about the lost and the in betweens.

2010-02-15T05:10:00.000-08:00

Ikue Asazaki, Obokuri Eeumi

In search of new lands, I build a new house
I thatch the house with reed stalks... gathered neatly in bundles
I thatch the house with reed stalks, gathered neatly in bundles
At the stone wall, let us celebrate the golden house, that was built by a hundred black kites.
At the stone wall, let us celebrate the golden house, that was built by a hundred black kites.
Let us celebrate the golden house, that was built by a hundred black kites.

(long pause)

The eighth month is fast approaching, and yet I have nothing to wear
I want to dress gaily, so brother, will you lend me just one sleeve?
I wish to dress my children and loved ones... in the one kimono that I own
As for me, I will wear vines... that I plucked deep in the mountains

(long pause)

The light of the full moon shines down,
illuminating the world with its divine light

When my lover sneaks in to visit me,
I wish that the clouds would hide that light just a little.

...

I love this song.
Pejam mata and hear her pain.
Emotional much?

p/s : yeah i know i have weird taste in music.huh!

rant #65: the one about the bears.

2010-02-13T05:16:00.000-08:00

part 1, beratur beli makan.
me : lalala..beli ma-ka-nan..lalala *not outloud ofcourse*
adik comel : lalala..main lari lari..lalala
pakcik with rolex : lalala..i'm QUE CUTTING..lalala

part 2, adik comel langgar saya, saya langgar pwr depan.
me : ..
me : sorry..so..
pwr : HESH LANGGAR AKU PULAK, TAK RETI NAK SABAR SIKIT?!

part 3, the anger.
me : SABAR SABAR SABAR?! kau nak cakap dengan aku pasal sabar?! Lu potong que APA CITA HAH?!

Ok fine, part 3 never happen. more like,

me : (slightly open mouth, muka terkejut) Damn, i hope you die getting crushed by...URGH...10000 BBBBEARS. HUH. (dalam hati)

Tak reti menyumpah.
Pathetic.

But at last da at home now, happy betul.
And btw,

Mr Popi,
selamat 6 bulan :)
and selamat 21 tahun.

Watch things on VCRs, with me and talk about big love
I think we're superstars, you say you think we are the best thing

you are my bear,
143 babe :)

p/s : glee-ing :D

rant #64: the one about her first _ .

2010-02-05T20:12:00.000-08:00

p/s:I can draw the line on the first date but I'll let you cross it. Let you take every line I've got.

rant #63: the one about the modern way.

2010-02-03T06:28:00.000-08:00

i will,

Take a lesson
From the ones who have been there.

for,

My brain is not damaged
But in need of some repair.

i will,

Hold on to the basics
But i can change all our tactics

for,

There's no point in sitting
Going crazy all alone.

This is the modern way
Of faking it everyday.

And we're not the only ones
I know 'cos I've seen it.

the cribs, modern way.

p/s : Perasan we share the same skies?

rant #62: the one about her "shallow shallow" people #2.

2010-01-31T19:32:00.000-08:00

Oh God, I miss my ___
It's only been a night
I miss the last time that we had a fight
Isn't it sad?
Won't you say it's bad?

I don't care.
And if I have to I'll read your books cause they'll remind me of you,
And I'll learn your notes so that I have a clue,
And I'll watch your films so I'll know them through and through,
And I'll do the things that remind me of you,
And I'll wash my hair in your shampoo,
And I'll buy your perfume and spray it 'round my room,
And I'll smoke your cigarettes so that I'm dying too,
And I'll call you up.

Am I sane?

p/s : fa la la la, fa la la la.

rant #61: the one about her "shallow shallow" people.

2010-01-29T08:46:00.000-08:00

Hey rumie,
walaupun kadang kadang awak cakap awak gemuk,
walaupun kadang-kadang saya tinggal awak pergi kerja sorang sorang,
tunggu bus sorang sorang, jalan balik sorang sorang,
walaupun kadang kadang saya bad mood dan tertempias,
walaupun kadang kadang awak buat saya benci Big Bang tersayang sebab alarm pagi pagi tu,
haha, BUT
i still love you.

Aku harap kita akan gemuk sama sama,
kurus sama sama,
sampai kau dah ada anak anak,
and anak anak kau dah ada anak anak.

p/s : xoxo!

rant #60: the one who's dying (for fun).

2010-01-29T06:32:00.000-08:00

Midnight Surprise

Warm nights and the chill,
Creeping down my bones,
Reminds me I'm alone.

Wake up, smell the semen,
This will never happen for you,
Waiting in silence,
And cloaking my violence,
You, almost encourage,
My happiness,
But I know best.

And what is left ?
Of this? My fare is calling down,
For you all to go away.

I'll fire in the sun.
I'm dying, just for fun.

I guess, deep down,
My heart is not as pure as it was.

Oh,
Wake up princess.

p/s : thanks to topshop.

rant #59: the one where she's in rainbows.

2010-01-23T23:25:00.000-08:00

3.26 pm.

Your eyes
They turn me
Turn me on to phantoms
I follow to the edge of the earth
And fall off

p/s : Why should i stay here? I'd be crazy not to follow.

rant #58: the one where she said it loudly "TERBAEK!"

2010-01-23T18:59:00.000-08:00

Description terbaik.

John Hafiz: Lelaki import yang membuatkan gadis, wanita dan perempuan tempatan ada sebab kukuh untuk berhias.; Lelaki paling sempurna. Comel dan terpaksa berlagak.; Permata di hati wanita, kaca di mata lelaki. Bukan penulis, idola setiap penulis.; Anak kepada seorang ibu, kekasih kepada lima ibu yang lain.; Sudah dua belas tahun meninggikan suara pada ibu.; Marah dengan cuaca panas. Merungut bila cuaca mula lembab.; Etika lelaki sejati, seumur hidup, tak pernah terperangkap dengan; helah teman wanita untuk menolong memegang tas tangannya,; HELL NO!

4 alasan yang I boleh guna untuk mengelakkan dari Fleur meraba bahagian peha I.

"Duit I semua ada dalam wallet dekat poket belakang la."

"Pak I garang tau."

"Dalam budaya kami di Malaysia, meraba peha adalah amalan ahli sihir."

"Aduh. Aduh. Situ ada bisul! Mata pun tak tumbuh lagi!"

Satu pun tak terkeluar dari mulut I. Oleh kerana terlalu panik, I berkata,

"Hey, nice move."

p/s : "Awak John Hafiz kan?"

rant #57: the one where she angguk-angguk faham.

2010-01-20T05:25:00.000-08:00

"sayang mungkin baran tak kira masa tapi
sayang tahan kalau yang salah saya
sayang mungkin saja keras kepala tapi
sayang manja bila kita berdua"

aku lebih bengis dari sang naga
tapi bisa nangis semata demi senja
suaraku keras tak berbahasa
kerna aku rimas gedik mengada-ngada

aku mudah baran tidak semena
mana boleh tahan angin cemburu buta
dan aku sengaja tunjuk keras kepala
aku punya manja kau saja boleh rasa

p/s : Our secret. SHH.

rant #56: the one whom she misses (BADLY).

2010-01-17T04:09:00.000-08:00

me: i suka tgk u blushing

i xwatpe la syg

i duduk rumah tdo je

telinga i sakit

pastu sangkut ke kepalaaien_melayang: ha tinge saket?

mandi pool ke?

me: aah

huuu pel u ingat!

~_~

*mata berair

aien_melayang: hahaha

hrusla

mst aku igt

pas mandi d kolam yg dpenuhi chemical

nie la kesan yg ko dpt

hahahaha

xbaek gelak

me: hahahahaha

aien_melayang: i cian kt u

U remembered. haha. I love you.
Bila boleh jumpa lagi?
Kawan-kawan buat aku rindu utp.
Sunyi buat aku rindu utp.
Lapar buat aku rindu sithick.
Panas buat aku rindu t1-6 yang tak pernah tak sejuk.
Air buat aku rindu tasik.
Polis buat aku rindu pakcik guard.
Boleh sampai macam tu? haha.
Hurm.

rant #55: the one who misses her elliott.

2010-01-15T06:12:00.000-08:00

I could make you satisfied in everything you do
All your 'secret wishes' could right now be coming true
And be forever with my poison arms around you
No one's gonna fool around with us

.

Vanish into oblivion
Is easy to do.
And I try to be but you know me
I come back when you want me to.

Elliott Smith, Miss Misery.

p/s : Read the lines in my hand, tell me I'm strong.

rant #54: the one where she writes about her day.

2010-01-15T05:01:00.000-08:00

Today in non-motion pictures.

1. Woke up at 5.40-ish. Bau wangi, saya suka.
2. Kerja! Pegi meeting kat tempat paling tinggi. Sakit telinga naik lif laju. Tingkat 74, boleh nampak kapal terbang lalu bawah. I waved :)

3. Lunch, favourite hour of the day! Ate,
Jalan jalan with,and

4. Balek tunggang lrt. Tunggu bus, then jumpa si Jayzuan,

5. 8.20 pm arrive home.
End of another typical day for her. If bukan sebab i have you(s), i doubt i will have any ounce of fun.

p/s : No matter what you keep repeating, nothing's gonna drag me down. :)

rant #53: the one where she overthink.

2010-01-12T06:22:00.000-08:00

Life feels like,

to make fool
and to be made fool of.

p/s : They paint themselves with a cheery mask and pretend everything is ok.

rant #52: the one where she's oh so zzz.

2010-01-10T09:03:00.000-08:00

Hidup.

(ouh lupa, banner leads to enlightment)

p/s : To quote, "Jadi rakan ku, carilah hidup yang lebih bermakna, kerna dirimu begitu berharga."

rant #51: the one who is still writing.

2010-01-09T09:31:00.000-08:00

Because its 2 am, and she can't sleep.

3 : Backyard.

2 : Bintang.
1 : Family

i miss Sungai Petani.

*gambaq courtesy of along, dear along, i know you don't hear this often, especially coming from me. but yes, i DO miss you too*

p/s : Its the small simple things that sticks in your mind and makes you smile just by thinking about it.

rant #50: the one where she feels all blue.

2010-01-09T08:06:00.000-08:00

Moody? Maybe.
Tidor petang punya pasal?
Duit punya pasal?
Kena tinggal punya pasal?
Tak boleh tidor punya pasal?
Who knows kan.
Tapi sekejap sekejap saja OK.
Tak leh lama-lama, kita tak boleh selfish.
Count the blessings kawan-kawan. Jangan lupa.
Utmost important.
Tapi kadang-kadang aku selfish.

Ouh,hurm.

p/s: Mahu tidor, please mr sandman please sprinkle your dust and make me sleep.
*sniff sniff baju coklat ni.

rant #49: the one who IS SUPER TIRED.

2010-01-07T06:35:00.000-08:00

The title is self explanatory.

I am tired of this so called intern.
Still 7 month to go.
WTF.

p/s: Sapa cakap honeymoon? GRR.

rant #48: the one about syeera and you.

2010-01-04T06:45:00.000-08:00

semalam hanya ada aku dan hati kecilku
tp hari ini ada aku dan kamu

p/s : syeera budak kecik umor 15 tahun yang jiwang. thank you syeera.

rant #47: the one at the pyramid.

2010-01-02T08:22:00.000-08:00

I will find my niche in your car
With my MP3, DVD, rumble pack, guitar

Don Quixote was a steel-driving man
My name is Pilin, I'm your biggest fan

so,
Squinched up your face and do the dance!

(tak ryhme kaw kaw)

p/s : You're my part-time lover and a full-time friend.

rant #46: the one who is all AWESOME.

2010-01-01T05:30:00.000-08:00

Malam tahun baru.
Wut I DO!

1-Tengok fireworks. Awesome GILA tengok duit terbakar kat langit.

(scene bukan seperti gambar tapi lebih awesome. SERIYES)

2-Pizza yang juga awesome. Tapi makan lasagna yang awesome lebih sikit.

(bukan pizza sebenar)

3- Main card dengan Ahmad Popeye dan tuan rumah, Nora Bahar. Awesome? SANGAT, sebab aku pemain card yang pro kan kan kan!

(gambar : imagine 3 orang main card tapi sorang macam ada aura terer gila babi (aku) dekat ruang tamu rumah. haha)

Selamat 2010!

p/s : Years come and go. People too. But do appreciate the ones that stick around eventhough they are not as shiny and polished like the new ones.

rant #45: the one who is uncertain.

2009-12-18T17:20:00.000-08:00

I picked you out of a crowd and talked to you
I said I liked your shoes
You said, "Thanks, can I follow you?"

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a girl who's too sad to give a fuck
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I thought he said to meet him here but I'm not sure
I've got the money if you've got the time
You said it feels good
I said, "I'll give it a try."

I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
Where's the kid with the chemicals?
I've got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
The kind I have always seems to slip my mind

You write such pretty words
But life's no storybook

Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt.

Do you like to hurt?

"I do, I do"

Then hurt me.

p/s: Magnetic- a special kind of bond.

rant #44 : the one where she's all "suit up!" .

2009-11-23T09:11:00.000-08:00

Be doing my intership this 30th of november. OMG.

p/s : i dont know shit about that surr!

rant #43 : the one where she shuts up.

2009-11-01T03:07:00.001-08:00

rant #42 : the one who is all tied up.

2009-10-15T21:41:00.000-07:00

13/10

"gtalk"

HELL STARTS NOW

11:43pm

ajabna14th: Filin

me: yeap

ajabna14th: I have a comment....

1:06am

ajabna14th: shall I go for sleeping now

ajabna14th: I will leave da rest for u we depend on u

my work ends at 5am. BABI!

(malas mencarut dalam blog, kotor blog aku dengan nama kau)

p/s : merangkak balik naik atas katil.

rant #41 : the one who is singing out loud.

2009-10-06T04:21:00.000-07:00

Ten Things

by Paul Baribeau

name ten things you wanna do before you die and then go do them.

name ten places you really wanna be before you die and then go to them.

name ten books you wanna read before you die and then go read them.

name ten songs you wanna hear again before you die, get all of your friends together and scream them.

think of all the things that are wrong with your life and then fix them

think of all the things that you love about your life, be thankful you are blessed with them

think of all the things that hold you back and realize that you don't need them

think of all the mistakes you have made in your life, make sure that you never repeat them

and right now all you have is time time time,

but someday that time will run out.

that's the only thing you can be absolutely certain about.

p/s : Jangan buang masa, lepas tu da lepas, walau gerak slow slow tapi kita tengok depan ye awak.

rant #40 : the one when life imitates art.

2009-09-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

Name : Dr Frank N. Furter

Who : The mad-

transvestite scientist made famous by Tim Curry in the cult fave Rocky Horror Picture Show in 1975.

Name : Zaiton Sameon

Who : The super sexy Malaysian singer famous for her song 'Menaruh harapan' . Debuted in 1987.

Tak faham? okai.

Macam lebih kurang kan??

I think she saw the movie and stole his haircut.

Haha.

OK fine aku bosan and tak da kerja.

p/s : The worst thing about hari raya is the people but that is the best part too :D

rant #39 : the one where she can finally eat at 7.

2009-09-18T23:07:00.000-07:00

Esok Aidilfitri.
*fireworkSS*

Aidilfitri ke 21,
My Aidilfitri as an adult. (sengih bodoh)
Taknak sambut besar besar, sebab aku puasa lebih dari tak cukup tahun ni.

Sorry mama, anak mama crashed, burned, hangit.
Tapi mama tak tahu,
Sorry mama, tahun ni memang banyak dugaan. (Points at syapel)

Please papa, tahun ni saya harap untuk dapat duit raya lagi,
Please papa, saya kecik lagi,
Please papa, kasi duit raya sampai saya ada family sendiri,
boleh??
Lepas tu saya janji tak mintak dah.

haha :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFIRTI
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

DARI Fahilin DAN
Encik Saad
Auntie Wong
Azam, Fadzli, Farhan & Eiman.

p/s : ...atuk tokwan.

rant #38 : the one who is counting the numbers.

2009-09-08T08:02:00.000-07:00

1234 tell me that you love me more
Sweetheart bitterheart now I can't tell you apart
But
You know who you are
Who you are

p/s : i think she's serious.uh oh

rant #37 : the one when Ramadhan comes (again)

2009-09-06T03:53:00.000-07:00

so, selamat berpuasa (tho dah masuk hari ke15)

p/s : "Ramadhan la, bukan ramdhan."

rant #36 : the one where she is legally LEGAL!

2009-08-17T21:40:00.000-07:00

hahaha! :D

semalam saya turn 21
nanti malam ni saya turun clubbing.

thanks kat kawan kawan and Pop.

thanks kat kawan kawan facebook yang penuhkan wall saya.

thanks kat kawan kawan yang menyanyi kuat kuat lagu harijadi.

thanks kat kawan kawan yg turun malam malam untuk kena belon air and tepung.

thanks kat kawan kawan yang kasi hadiah.

saya sayang semua :)

pilin : Menyesal lak cakap janga wat pape..padahal hati berbunga nak.
pilin : Message pon tak..
pop : Nanti balik hamun kawan kawan.

p/s : friendship tak lei beli. thank you :)

rant #35 : the one who goes nude.

2009-08-09T03:29:00.000-07:00

Ok. Misleading sangat.

Panas + bosan = aku

Aku nak tidor and mimpi pasal Dr Frank N. Furter drive lori ais.

ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW "Sweet Transvestite"

p/s : Salahkah or patutkah aku rasa weird kalau aku ada crush dengan a sweet transvestite from Transsexual, Transylvania.

rant #34 : the one who is 'lalala'

2009-08-04T11:15:00.000-07:00

hahaha

susah la kalau nak tidor sambil senyum
people will think i'm crazy

p/s : aku memang tak pandai tules blog. apala aku merepek kat atas kan sebab tu la aku tak promote and no one knows pon :) (sbb xd org baca baru aku perasan now i'm talking to myself lak. KIMEKS!)

rant #33 : the one who is effing MAD 2

2009-08-01T03:21:00.001-07:00

HER HAIR HER HAIR
HER HAIR IS ON FIRE

she don't want no water

LET HER FUCKING HEAD BURN

you must think she's crazy
but baby she's AMAHZING

BURN
BURN

BURN BITCH BURN

(end of music/blog therapy)

p/s : okai dah tak marah. LETS HUG IT OUT BITCH

rant #32 : the one who is effing MAD

2009-08-01T03:00:00.000-07:00

keep your opinions to yourself.

FUCKTARDs

p/s : "sori"

rant #31 : the one whodreamsalot

2009-07-28T17:18:00.000-07:00

WO

semalam aku mimpi

^&*# nak jadi gay sebab tak lei dapat gf
( try +getgirls lain kali ^&*# )

lepak dengan #$%& and baca komik adik aku kat hotel mahal
(but atlast pergi Vietnam untuk kerja selepas kecewa, who goes to Vietnam untuk cari kerja??)

jumpa jantan buff nama Shaycarl yang tolong aku bukak lampu

jumpa parents tengah bercengkerama (TRAUMATIC)

yeah..

lain kali sebelum tidur, basuh kaki, baca doa.

p/s : Awat depa fake sangat?

aku suruh google,google okay!

2009-07-17T05:56:00.000-07:00

cajun dance party

p/s : yeha ak da tgk on the bright side :)

rant #30 : the one that crashed.

2009-07-11T00:53:00.000-07:00

terbang tinggi tinggi
*SPLAT*
jatuh tengah jalan

mana nak cari solace bila even nak tell my tales pon sgt susah
mana nak cari comfort bila tengok orang and rasa sgt loser

"Oh, I can't even lift my head
To say a word
To say a word to you
I can't even recognize
What I did wrong"
sufjan stevens

rant #29 : the one who will be missed.

2009-07-08T06:19:00.000-07:00

Last night was something
No explanation needed
(semua dah taw the story pon)

p/s : “Maybe now Michael they will leave you alone."

rant #28 : the one yang dah tua. GRUMPY OLD MAN !

2009-07-06T08:48:00.000-07:00

(google yg kasi. SERIYUS)

(tapi utk entertainment value ak amik yg menareks saja)

_________________________________________________

happy birthday dehaq/izdiharu/haq/hulk

happy ke21
i hope ur not a swingger. dude. tu sgt tak cool.
or a woman body builder either sebab that means ur a woman yang penuh muscle
n...that is just weird
n lagi tak cool.

:D

p/s : Umur panjang,rambut cpt afro blk (pls), hepi selalu.

rant #27 : the one with n parts, part 3.

2009-07-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

Stuff yang melintas

10.30 am in the shower : Lick lil bit of "made from natural sea salt" hair shampoo to see how it will taste. No, its not salty..

Last Saturday : Saw a dark China-man last night. Where did he come from. He doesnt speak chinese..

3hours earlier : Its not shit, its chocolate. I'M SURE..

The cinema

*optimus prime keluar*
friend : haaaaaaaa (expression = suprise/impress sgtsgt)
aku : ... (tahan tahan)

*optimus prime mati*
friend : haaaaaaaa (expression = suprise/sedih sgtsgt)
aku : ... (tahan tahan)

*optimus prime menang*
friend : (expression happy sgtsgt)
aku : ... (okai tahan tahan)

*credits rolling*
friend : (expression puas hati)
aku : ... (sikit lagi, tahan tahan)

*keluar*
aku : TOILET.

p/s : yes. i'm a dork.

rant #26: the one that ROCKS her pants off (well not really)

2009-07-02T03:36:00.000-07:00

OKAY. I LOVE GLAM ROCK.
(glamrock,glampunk, whatever. aku bkn taw sgt psal music)
What not to love btw
the awesome hair
the awesome voice
the awesome costume
David Bowie, Alice Cooper, KISS nuff said

zee awesome ziggy stardust

Now back to zee 21st century
Sah sahla susah nak cari glambands dah
Susah doesnt mean takda.

Bukan nak cerita about that,
tetiba rasa nak menulis.

Anyways..one of the best voice i've heard
They are the Rock N' Roll Soldiers
They sounds like..i dunno.. New York Dolls ??
And the vocalis is ASIAN, well part of him la.
Awesome shit.

p/s : how did i end up from bsb,westlife to this.high school made me crazy, so fuckd up. NOT

rant #25 : the one whose drooling

2009-06-26T08:05:00.000-07:00

I'm not crying

I'M DROOLING

:(

p/s : akgf difuirfdj kvda fau ireyfhak !! (i sound like a retard)

rant #24 : EPIC

2009-06-13T07:30:00.000-07:00

I PEED A LITTLE

rant #23 : the one with n parts, part 2.

2009-06-09T07:29:00.000-07:00

the holiday jog

pama : kami lari 4 kilometers.
aku : urm
pama : so?
aku : ma. pa. WHAT IF kami tak larat. macam mana nak balik? papa nak carry ka?
pama : ...HAHAHAHA. bla bla, kami da 50 plus bla bla bla.
aku : ...

the big "run"

papa : warm up dulu.
aku : hurm. ..1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..
papa : kaki tu, nanti cramp.

aku : hurm. ..1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..
papa : jalan or run?
aku : RUN!
papa : ok. (start running)

aku : urm..wait ?

aku : .........papa ?

(how does he do that. in a blink da 10 depa ke depan)

the day I was disconnected

adik : orang curi wifi neh. unprotected. MUST HAVE A PASSWORD.
aku : ouh, aah.
adik : (tap tap tap tap. click. click)
aku : weh! kenapa da tak boleh???!
adik : huh?
aku : ...
adik : bye, kena balik kl.
aku : baaa..

p/s : (kosong)

rant #22 : the one with n parts, part 1.

2009-05-26T07:28:00.000-07:00

Hari hari cuti

The holiday haircut

mama : how?
aku : depan pendek sangat........
mama : nanti panjang balik.
aku : ...

The sick dad

nurse : sapa nama?
aku : (terkejut) saya ka?
nurse : ...
aku : ouh, saad. (heh)
...

aku : don't worry papa (tepuk tepuk belakang)
papa : haha
aku : balik dulu, rindu calling calling la :)

The shopping (untuk adik) spree

aku : amek la tshirt. aku bayaq.
adik : tshirt? seluaq?
aku : tshirt.
adik : kemeja?
aku : tshirt........
adik : 2 tshirt?
aku : ...

The Radix chicken shop

mama : ramai betui orang kat radix. queue panjang.
aku : hurm..
mama : semua melayu kan, all yang berserban, berjubah..bla..bla...ayam..
aku : halal kaw kaw kot.
...

aku : dinner ma?
mama : radix, ma penat..
aku : ...

p/s : hari ketiga cuti. pilin masih excited :D

rant #21 : the one yang sudah mahu pulang

2009-05-21T17:59:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum

......ahh (konflik dalaman)

BYE BYE BITCHES

Aku balik esok

See yous in a month

:D

p/s : Bye2 dehaq, goodluck mate! hope altera loves ya. jumpa setahun nanti :)

rant #20 : the one tentang orang rumah (cont.)

2009-05-17T10:32:00.000-07:00

Saya jalan jalan
Then saya dengar

~Neomuneomu meotjyeo nuni nuni busyeo Sumeul mot swigesseo tteollineun girl Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby Oh neomu bukkeureowo chyeodabol su eobseo Sarange ppajyeosseo sujubeun girl Gee Gee Gee Gee Baby Baby Baby~

OMG NO SHITZ

rumah saya ada penyanyi pop dari korea kah? i thought..

then i found her..

Jenie..

ooh..

B OOO!

kidding.. suara you sangat sedap okai ..... haaaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaaa

p/s : "neomu bukkeureowo chyeodabol" ...camana nak nyanyi tu.....haishhh!

rant #19 : the one tentang orang rumah

2009-05-08T10:33:00.000-07:00

Orang rumah saya

Esah Chan (katenye lah~ hehe)
Jenie (famous di facebook walau tak pernah online. magic kot)
Pepel (wealthy shial)
Niesa ( aku "kalau ada gossip girl versi melayu, kaulah blair" )
Nadcase (the go to sijil maker)
Fathiah (the reverse owl. academic advisor)
Hedgie (the bloke magnet)

pastu ada aku.

Saya (bajet unik)

Kenapa tetiba post ni?
Sebab best ada housemate/kawan macam hangpa semua.
Been there through my thick and thin literally (and bukan dalam hal size badan saja).
Aku harap boleh keluar lagi macam tadi but without the emo-ness n shitz.
To Niesa, pergi intern baek baek, aku tau u'll do good nanti :)
See you in uno year. Gonna miss ya. (IKHLAS)

Jangan buat aku sayu.

p/s : "To say that you are pretty. Would be like saying that the ocean is blue. Cause the ocean is full of all kinds of colors. And I see all kinds of things when I look at you"

rant #18 : the one about the final one (boleh?)

2009-05-06T09:24:00.000-07:00

FINAL EXAM CHECK LIST

SUCKY TIMETABLE

CHECK

STUDY
eh jap... movie

CHECK

STUDY
eh no... facebook la

CHECK

ONE SLIGHTLY TIPSY (with sparkling fruit juice saja) DEPRESSED GIRL

this pic belongs to

DOUBLE CHECK

sigh...

wish me luck

god knows i need one -__-||

p/s : 11,14,23. o shit

rant #17 : the one where she's a super computer geek

2009-04-15T05:51:00.000-07:00

see, see

tengok, tengok
lappie sudah free from conficker.

bg yg wth?! conficker is a virus

hella of a big deal this is sebab aku halau asshole ni diri sendiri.
kind of la
thanks stig and pika sebab tolong dL stuff
sebab this first class A-hole block semua antivirus website

GEEK GIRL : hurm..thats why lappie tak lei update...kesian..

ok, kalau nak check if you are infected clickoshere and follow instructions here use a clean computer to download the tools and unzip the files.

p/s : "Here's to you Here's to me Nobody knows Nobody sees Nobody but me"

rant #16 : the one with the quick update

2009-04-02T04:40:00.000-07:00

Aku, Mr A-to-donis & Fathiah

Birthday Markey@ Maria Anastacia
~selamat ke-21 uols~

Shalabi
~"1,2,3,4 GET OUT"~
ouch!

F1
~happening mcm neraka, berselut mcm kt sawah
got meself one RM10 earplugs/bangle and rashes all over. hell yeah~

Birthday Pel
~21 juga, sampai sekarang tuhan xsyg ko lg. muahx~

Dinner PE
~sombre. atleast all of us were dressed to kill. kebaya rocks!
hebat Athia Rozali, besar bangat hamper kamu dong~

p/s : Hidup kena enjoy :))

rant #15 : the one tentang hari isnin

2009-03-24T01:27:00.000-07:00

Run in the front like you said
I’m sad I’ll miss the city back in the photographs
And I could use a vacation myself
My eyes are bored

Stuck in the lot for days
Manager said I can’t make “just one more mistake”
So I’ll just hang my head and say sorry
Wouldn’t be the first time
Mary "I'm being frank with you Nurul, concentrate"

And you I’m missing you I don’t want to
But I will
See the gray in your hair, Angel
Your beauty can’t be covered by insecurity
I hope the same truth would still hold true for me
‘Cause I drowned in mine
Ma "Okay, love you"

Calling John on the phone
I’m panicking after three rings I don’t think that he’s home
He makes my head much lighter you know
With just some words he says
“C’mon now now it’s not so bad
I’m sorry that you feel that way no you’re not useless
You don’t even have to think about it
Things will work out just fine”
Pa "Jangan risau"

p/s : So hari isnin luar biasa itu, aku tak risau.

rant #14 : the one yang paling dibenci

2009-03-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

wtf.
3 line berikut bukan dari saya.
sebab saya tak tahu menipu :)

nadhira itu makhluk yang cumil. yessir!
izni lg super cumil.muhahahahaxxxxxx!
pilin syg izni yg baek lg super kewl thp kaw3 sattttt..

ini housemate saya, diperkenalkan.
mereka tak tahu malu?
memang.

p/s : kalau benci itu sayang, aku benci gila gila kaw kaw dengan korg :p
happy holidays!

rant #12 : the one where she's ranting

2009-03-15T22:25:00.000-07:00

saya baru bangun
saya nak pegi test

bye bye

p/s : " point untuk information : -10 "

rant #12 : the one where she's a cry baby

2009-03-10T05:51:00.000-07:00

maybe sedang stress
maybe aku just jadi aku

sighhh...

aku nak whine/mengeluh kejap

testS da datang
kerja makin banyak
berat makin naik
i cant stop eating
hidup makin bosan
setiap hari makin malas
whining macam bitch
design design deisgn
tolong this tolong that
buat timetable,timetable bla bla bla
fukken booth,huh!
(marah)

zzz... :(

OK , STOP STOP

p/s : bercakap seorang tak gila bila aku yang buat (yakin).

rant #11 : the one yang tercari-cari

2009-03-01T23:44:00.000-08:00

Saya tak memilih
tapi tak akan pilih yang paling low

Saya tak memilih
tapi size does matter

Saya tak memilih
tapi softness itu perlu ada

Saya tak memilih
tapi color memang penting

Saya tak memilih
tapi tak rempit itu penting

OUH SLIPERS

SUSAHNYA MAHU CARI KAMU!

sepasang yang terbaek memang susah nak cari

p/s : sliper hijau lumut yang tak berapa cantek tapi sesuai - check.

rant #10 : the one where its saturday and she's dead bored

2009-02-27T20:30:00.001-08:00

(aku perlu ini)

I need to get a life
SERIOUSLY!

next semester, note to self;

"JANGAN JADI SLAVE LAGI"

menapak di tepi tasik, baring atas rumput tengok layang-layang

okai..mari jangan merungut lagi
at least aku ada kawan-kawan.

p/s: "please dont, there's no need to complicate, cause our time is short" ..sigh..

rant #9 : the one where its raining and "i aint got notin to do" a.k.a entri terpanjang di dunia

2009-02-26T03:02:00.000-08:00

Suatu petang Khamis yang malas

[18:17:46] ciken: euwww
[18:18:00] ciken: ni mesti kes jimi kick diri sndirik niee
[18:18:24] jimi: tidak tidak
[18:18:29] jimi: aku xbersalah
[18:20:22] ciken: tipooooo
[18:20:26] ciken: tipooooo
[18:20:27] jimi: seyes dow
[18:20:35] jimi: ak da berubah,xtipu2 da
[18:20:53] ciken: (muka musykil x bley blah)
[18:21:13] ciken: ko mkin jahat sem ni ade la aku stalker ko
[18:21:27] jimi: humph....
[18:21:34] jimi: stalk org, jahat kawsat
[18:21:37] jimi: xle bla!
[18:21:50] ciken: ko dr dlu stalk ak
[18:21:53] ciken: ak tenang jekk
[18:22:03] ciken: x kcoh pon
[18:22:06] jimi: ew, xpernah kot, ap pekdah nye ak stalk ko
[18:22:11] jimi: abes minyak motor je
[18:22:19] ciken: pe nieee
[18:22:25] ciken: ckp cm sivaji
[18:22:41] jimi: ad part ko xfaham ke?
[18:22:49] jimi: bgtaw no,ak terang blk
[18:23:25] ciken: "abes minyak motor je"
[18:23:31] ciken: ye la
[18:23:34] ciken: ape motiva ayat nie?
[18:23:40] ciken: motive*
[18:23:43] jimi: ak kan ad motor, nak stalk ko xlei la nk jln ke
[18:23:45] jimi: *je
[18:24:12] ciken: stakat moto mainan koko crunch ko tuu
[18:24:19] ciken: x yaah la weiii
[18:24:22] ciken: malu wooo
[18:24:40] jimi: ye la,ak tahu la moto ak xberkuase tggi,atleast ak pegi klas ontime
[18:24:44] jimi: naek moto
[18:24:55] jimi: pegi ipow, xperlu pinjam kete
[18:25:10] ciken: wah3
[18:25:17] ciken: on time ke~~
[18:25:27] jimi: naek moto,ofcos la
[18:25:30] ciken: ak tgk ko terlantar atas katil jaa
[18:25:44] ciken: ak gak y g salinkan ntok ko
[18:25:46] ciken: kwn kann
[18:25:52] ciken: i no problem
[18:26:12] jimi: gitew!
[18:26:18] jimi: hah, ungkit2
[18:26:32] ciken: ntah nye..poyo sgt ayat aku td
[18:26:34] ciken: geli lak
[18:26:37] jimi: hahahaa
[18:26:38] jimi: tahu xpe
[18:26:47] jimi: nk gi pasar mlm x ciken?
[18:26:56] jimi: naek moto ak
[18:26:57] ciken: ekspo laa
[18:27:03] ciken: u ride me
[18:27:04] jimi: la psr mlm la
[18:27:07] ciken: i ride u
[18:27:19] ciken: pasar malam mne ade ri ni
[18:27:27] jimi: de la,kt bota kiri
[18:27:40] ciken: ko kan ke bz ade metg bagai
[18:27:46] ciken: ak free ja~
[18:27:58] jimi: mane ade, jom la bersiap, moto tangki penuh neh
[18:28:22] ciken: xnak r
[18:28:30] ciken: ko xpelaa bru pas bgn tdo
[18:28:37] ciken: ak penat menapk dr v5
[18:28:59] jimi: hurm okai, ko wat pe kt v5? melawat jiran lame2 ke
[18:29:10] ciken: hahahaa
[18:29:22] ciken: makan goreng pisang jaa
[18:29:30] ciken: ko cm la ley bwk moto
[18:29:43] jimi: bolei la!
[18:29:53] jimi: esh npe ko neh, mcm xpnah tgk moto ak je
[18:30:04] jimi: tanye soalan samd sgt
[18:30:12] ciken: ak stalk ko kejap jek
[18:30:26] ciken: x smpat stalk ko ngan moto
[18:30:34] ciken: ko mne ade moto
[18:30:36] ciken: bosan d tgh jalan
[18:30:38] ciken: ngade tol
[18:30:52] ciken: ak stalk gne kete truss
[18:30:56] ciken: x men r moto2 nie
[18:30:57] ciken: cikai
[18:31:20] jimi: elok la moto,dr ko jejalan je
[18:31:32] ciken: ak sihat
[18:31:41] ciken: sok jom
[18:31:45] jimi: ak dan moto sihat gak
[18:31:48] jimi: jom mne?
[18:31:49] ciken: kite brenang2
[18:31:54] jimi: boleh2
[18:32:02] ciken: moto ko kan ade
[18:32:04] ciken: ley r
[18:32:06] jimi: ofcoss
[18:32:08] ciken: u ride me ek ek
[18:32:10] jimi: bolei jaa
[18:32:14] ciken: i lap u la cmnie
[18:32:24] jimi: i xride you la, i ride my bike saja
[18:32:41] ciken: klo cmtu xpela
[18:32:44] ciken: i jalan je~
[18:32:54] ciken: kot2 ade kete benti tepi jalan
[18:32:55] jimi: ofcoss la u kne jln je
[18:33:08] jimi: eh selame ko jln neh,penah ke ade kete benti
[18:33:09] jimi: hahaha
[18:33:10] ciken: bkenalan nga org2 bru~
[18:33:14] ciken: ade jek~
[18:33:16] ciken: hahahaaa
[18:33:21] jimi: hahahaha, tipuh!
[18:33:35] ciken: ko mne taww...idop sbg geek depn laptop jaa
[18:33:57] ciken: its my life~~(lgu bon jovi bkumandang)
[18:34:08] jimi: ew
[18:34:20] jimi: ala sejak ko dpt laptop blk asyek melekat gak
[18:34:23] jimi: cz bebagai
[18:34:34] jimi: heloo,jgn org geek kalo ko pon lebeg kurang jaa
[18:34:49] jimi: *pnggil
[18:35:42] ciken: hahahaaa
[18:35:56] ciken: ak hanye blepaskan rindu pada laptop aku
[18:36:13] jimi: eh ap serangga pilihan ko?
[18:36:14] ciken: sian die lame bjauhan ngan aku dok bengkel
[18:36:23] ciken: ak pilih kuda la'
[18:36:27] ciken: ko?
[18:36:32] jimi: eh,ak pilih madam
[18:36:38] jimi: hahahahahaa
[18:36:40] jimi: mne die eh,rindu lak
[18:36:46] ciken: ko memg
[18:36:51] jimi: da la kick ak td
[18:36:51] ciken: cepat mrindui org
[18:37:00] ciken: ew
[18:37:21] ciken: ak x caye madam kick ko ngan alasan x munasabah lgsg cm ni
[18:37:27] ciken: tipoooo gilerrr r
[18:37:31] jimi: okai wut,atleast ade gak org rindu ko dr xde langsung
[18:37:43] jimi: helloo.. die yg kick kot
[18:37:48] jimi: ak xwat pape pon
[18:37:54] ciken: esh3
[18:38:02] ciken: nnti ak ku soal siasat c madam
[18:38:08] jimi: baek!
[18:38:16] ciken: bgus anak2
[18:38:22] jimi: tlg tanye why, ak pon confuse gak
[18:38:50] ciken: (rse nk tmuntah)
[18:39:08] jimi: xsangka he's jealous smpai mcm tu sekali
[18:39:11] ciken: malam ni kite cri selipar ek abg jimi
[18:39:16] ciken: hahahahaa
[18:39:20] jimi: baek adik ciken
[18:39:21] ciken: biasa la tu korg
[18:39:25] ciken: pasgn gay
[18:39:38] jimi: hurm, sem neh x
[18:39:53] jimi: die da ad org laen, ak pon sem lps maen2 je ngan die
[18:40:20] ciken: ooo sem ni die ngan aku lak
[18:40:24] ciken: ...
[18:40:25] ciken: ak layan j la kan..
[18:40:30] jimi: jgn dow
[18:40:31] ciken: simpati lak kat die
[18:40:40] jimi: nnti die melekat, madam cpt attached
[18:40:44] pengguna dc1: jimi tgh ckp psl pe
[18:40:47] jimi: dulu nk break bkn maen susah
[18:40:58] ciken: hahhaa
[18:41:00] ciken: xpelaa
[18:41:00] jimi: jgn layan madam uols!
[18:41:08] ciken: bgge dowh scandal ngan op
[18:41:11] ciken: jgn men2
[18:41:20] <[k!Ng~]> An operator has joined us!Welcome ntah(GK)!
[18:41:22] jimi: tu la, lei masuk op chaaaaaaaaaaaatt
[18:41:28] ciken: yelaaa
[18:41:32] ciken: org len mne leyy
[18:41:37] jimi: betul2
[18:41:39] ciken: gf2 madam jek ley
[18:41:42] ciken: i like
[18:41:43] jimi: lei kick org dn sebagainya
[18:41:56] jimi: adik ciken
[18:42:02] jimi: xpegi jog ke?
[18:42:08] jimi: tgk td mcm da besar sikit
[18:42:15] ciken: da dekat kol 7 daa
[18:42:18] ciken: nk jog pe nyee
[18:42:21] jimi: hahahaha
[18:42:27] jimi: mne tahu ko gigih ke ape
[18:42:37] ciken: i da x gigih cm dlu
[18:42:43] ciken: sbb abg madam ckp
[18:42:56] ciken: die trime seadanya i mcm mane
[18:42:58] ciken: so~
[18:43:06] jimi: (pengsan)
[18:43:11] jimi: ye keww...zzz
[18:43:26] ciken: hahahaaa
[18:43:45] ciken: hobi bsuh baju g jog kan
[18:43:48] ciken: esh3
[18:43:56] ciken: nnti akan i teman die lak
[18:43:57] jimi: madam mmg menerima ko seadanya, sbb ko mcm perempuan idaman die la,empuk2
[18:44:15] jimi: tahu2 je la kan
[18:44:30] jimi: madam tu tuff, die nk la yg sedap peluk
[18:44:54] ciken: hahahahaa
[18:45:04] ciken: wah33 jimi
[18:45:17] jimi: ye adik ciken
[18:45:24] jimi: abg slh ckp ke?
[18:45:27] ciken: abg madam g ipow x blik2 lg
[18:45:37] ciken: i risaw la klo die kua ngan gal len
[18:45:37] jimi: sape ckp,die tipu tu
[18:45:50] jimi: td die ade kot, die kick i
[18:46:06] ciken: die ckp die g ipow td
[18:46:18] ciken: ngan rumet2 i die angkot
[18:46:24] jimi: ouh,xkan jelmaan madam..hurm...ak da agak die bela sumtin
[18:47:54] ciken: ahhaa
[18:48:03] ciken: ptot la klo die tdo sblah i
[18:48:09] ciken: i rse cm meremang jek
[18:48:17] jimi: hurm, benar2
[18:48:40] ciken: men kad pon slalu meng
[18:48:44] jimi: patut la die agak makin tuf mcm badang sejak masuk sem naru
[18:48:46] jimi: *baru
[18:48:49] jimi: memg ade bele pape nie
[18:49:07] jimi: aah,maen card pon selalu dapt 2spade
[18:49:19] jimi: kad hitam ktenye
[18:49:24] ciken: haahhaa
[18:49:40] ciken: belaan die slalu curi 2 spade tu
[18:49:54] jimi: ak rse die bela mende tu lm 2 spade
[18:50:00] ciken: die cong pon terabor
[18:50:00] jimi: syaitan sgt
[18:50:07] ciken: tp tetap meng
[18:50:13] ciken: tetap dapat 2spade
[18:50:17] jimi: msti terpengaruh dgn puaka nyiang rapik
[18:50:18] ciken: iblis sgt
[18:50:24] ciken: tu laa
[18:50:46] ciken: ptot la die tmpal poster jgn pandg blakang kat blakang pintu bilik die
[18:51:10] jimi: aah, dgn lirik lagu stairway to heaven yg terbalek
[18:51:19] jimi: hurm,bukti makin mebukit
[18:51:23] jimi: *membukit
[18:51:28] ciken: ske pakai bju itam tiap2 malam lg
[18:51:41] ciken: pakai celak bwh mate
[18:51:51] jimi: aah, ritu ak nmpak die beli pulut kuning byk2 lak tu dgn ayam hidup sekow
[18:52:01] ciken: iyee?
[18:52:08] jimi: die simpan kt stor v3e
[18:52:13] jimi: bwh bilik die
[18:52:21] ciken: ak lak nmpak die beli bawang sekilo ngan ayam y da mati sekilo kat tesco
[18:52:27] jimi: hahahhaha
[18:52:33] jimi: tu nk msk ayam kicap
[18:52:36] jimi: slh2
[18:52:55] ciken: ptotla die bia jek nasi dalam periuk die lme2
[18:53:02] jimi: aah,ofcoss
[18:53:11] ciken: nak wat ritual katenye
[18:53:22] ciken: malam2 kat tepi longkang die buka periuk tu
[18:53:37] jimi: ksian ewan, die xtahu pon mende tu utk belaan madam
[18:53:50] ciken: tu laaa
[18:54:05] jimi: kalo ak da xtdo dak kt bilik ewan tu
[18:54:10] jimi: scari sheet
[18:54:11] ciken: ptotla ak nmpak ramai2 lari btempiaran mse madam buka periuk die malam tu
[18:54:18] jimi: ouh ye eh
[18:54:35] ciken: msti ade pape dalam periuk ritual die
[18:54:49] ciken: ptotla ske sgt msk nasi goreng dlu
[18:55:30] jimi: oh..esh.. da le die suke msk byk2 bagi sume org makan
[18:55:34] jimi: agaknye....
[18:55:43] jimi: kite sume da kene...
[18:55:43] ciken: esh33
[18:55:51] ciken: kite lak ske sgt suruh die msk kan
[18:56:01] jimi: kite sme da kene...
[18:56:19] jimi: ak rse loya jap tetibe
[18:56:26] ciken: ptotla bdn aku mkin nek je pas makan pe y die mask
[18:56:44] jimi: aah, rmbut pon make straight
[18:56:48] ciken: hahahhaaa
[18:56:59] ciken: then perasan x
[18:57:07] jimi: kuku cpt pnjng kan
[18:57:10] ciken: sme org y makan tukar style rambut
[18:57:14] jimi: rambut pon same
[18:57:25] jimi: aah,betul, kaler pon berubah
[18:57:26] ciken: sme jd stret rmbut
[18:57:34] ciken: mkin pendek
[18:57:51] ciken: kite sme da kene...
[18:58:22] jimi: kite sume da kene...
[18:58:35] jimi: (end)
[18:58:43] jimi: ak da penat
[18:58:43] ciken: -n-
[18:58:53] ciken: ak pon da x de modal daa

Sori pepel, aku sayang ko honest!

p/s: yer, aku tak ada life.. (rakan aku pon sama)

rant #8 : the one that hates (almost) EVERYTHING

2009-02-25T11:31:00.000-08:00

Aku benci kelas 3 jam!

aku benci kelas 3 jam macam aku benci pepel (ikhlas, sbb tu first)
aku benci kelas 3 jam macam aku benci orang yang potong line
aku benci kelas 3 jam macam aku benci blog si laser azwan
aku benci kelas 3 jam macam aku benci headaches dan demam
aku benci kelas 3 jam macam aku benci susu putih

aish..

aku benci kelas 3 jam!

(penegasan)

p/s: susah nak list perkara yang aku benci, saint kaw2 (cahaya terang)

rant #7 : the one yang hampir famous

2009-02-24T09:50:00.000-08:00

I got no money in my pocket

Nobody to rock with but you
But you know me
I don't seem to roll
Somehow we managed to get through

People come and people go
And people gonna come some more
They pick a fight
But it's alright
At least I get to see you tonight
Tonight

oh yuna

p/s: aku nak tukar life dgn kamu untuk sehari, please..

rant #6 : the one about mr marcos

2009-02-22T19:41:00.000-08:00

Hey
Oliver Marcus Lim

Selamat Hari Jadi
sudah 21 tahun
<3

p/s: "eh totok kucing!" :D

rant #5 : the one about the BIG BAD TIPU-TIPU fire

2009-02-22T02:20:00.000-08:00

OUHKAI.. so ini adalah comeback.
(iznie suruh)

And semalam fire drill/latihan kebakaran/drill kebakaran? ntah la.

Ini testimonial rakan yang terselamat.

rakan: tgk pon cm cemas jek situasi pg td

muke wanx y bepeluh2 kate kat aku

"rakan..fire drill"

aku: hahahahahahaha

motip

hahahahahaha

rakan: harusla ak y blur lantaran blik dr ipoww terpinga2

dan stret gigih turun bwh

dan cett

seciput due jek org y suvive fire smlm.

Jadi latihan semalam macam lagi seorang rakan aku cakap di- "isytiharkan gagal" .

Sori RCSU, cuba lagi yeah.

p/s: ak da mati melecur 3rd degree burn depan laptop semalam. OUCH!

rant #4 : the one where it's Aidiladha.

2008-12-04T01:07:00.000-08:00

Selamat hari raya.
Holiday.

Ibu cuti.

Saya happy sangat-sangat.

p/s: Jangan jadi mangsa korban.

rant #3 : the one who fell sick

2008-12-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

headache
HEADACHE !
headache
help?

I hate headaches.
Benci.

Badan sangat panas, seperti mahu mandi hujan hurricane Katrina, berenang dalam lautan aiskrim Neopolitan 3 rasa, menyelam dalam smoothies pisang dan epal atau
tidor bogel dalam peti sejuk.

?!

...
i'm thinking about doing some weird, imaginatively-unintelligible .. stuff..

just shoot me pls